Systemic Risk

Who told you it would be like you said/(sarcastic chuckle) …how dare you speak thoughts hidden in your head../and…expect life to …respect your wishes…/…what the fuck did you think you were doing…/when you…/spread your limbs…/and asked the sun to… embrace your feelings…/now…burnt and broken…you…come to your source/…pray to a new force…/to…somehow …make it right…/listen…as…bright voice…exposes your surly soul…/calling to you to…/cast aside.. your black orientation../take on that…risky disposition…/that will…push you to…faith/to…power that you dare not…cannot see/because like…Moses you….would have to turn aside before you can…see the great sight that would…show you the love available…if you would only…let shit just fucking be…./that will…give you those…rights undeniable..if you would only…believe…and just…/fuck all that…”he promised me that special moon beam but tore through my dream’s seam…and she fucked him…like he wasn’t my husband…like we weren’t once a team…and my son killed that girl like…she wasn’t only eighteen…and my future is so fucking bitter…cos I lost my job and …my wife thinks I’m a quitter…/who told you that…you…couldn’t let that beast free…reach for something better…/taste…a new kinda nectar…/sing in harmony all by yourself to… a whole new score…/shit…live your life to the rhythm of a fucking iambic pentameter…/experience all new shit you never got to see before…/find and ride within His blissful ambiance…/let your Maker change your vision to a whole new version of…living…./in a different way…in the same world…./shit just fucking think…/and come up with a whole new version of you.