Stupidity?

awakened from the illusion of my heart’s creation/I am stunned by the rudeness/upset by the crudeness/but empowered by reality brought to my eyes by my own hand/and I am impressed by my ability/to see that/a two way street is a narrow jagged path/until trudged by two hand in hand/soul to soul/not one in front and behind/but side by side/unafraid/unashamed/towards a present or even an imminent sweetness/a togetherness an infiniteness/back and forth again and again/but/this is not us/this was myfoolish organization/now all chaotic loss/because now I am awake/wide…well…awake