U came back for me too late

…now when all the breast beats have been silenced/u come thru that quiet…/now benevolent/giving all that I had grasped for but u had held back all so violently once before/and now../I hate ure gestures of wanting me to want u/of showing me how u hold me/now..up high/why could u not have told me that u wanted to enfold me in your tender thoughts/that time not so long ago/when I would have bowed my proud head/for us/now u are back and all I can give u is my back/ …summoning my heart up/away from your bittersweet late promises/no more…/I have risen above my shackles on that prison floor/and I can boldly say/naaa baby…not this one this time.